Escaping from my own world

I feel a lot of anguish these days. It’s really rather inconvenient. That means that I have to not do anything, and then watch YouTube videos about Japanese game shows or Korean pop stars to make myself feel better. I’m constantly reminded that I’m not happy with my world, and I have to escape to somewhere else, to someone else’s. I read Hopeless Romantic’s post, and I was thrown into a hopeless despair spiral, which is similar to, but not the same as the sneaky hate spiral. For one, despair spiral contains more self-loathing, anguish, and pity than the hate spiral.

And suddenly, I am no longer upset. Because I started reading the post about going to a party heavily sedated again. And so I was full of giggles. But I realize that this is definitely going to be a problem, if I continue to run away from my emotions, and not solve anything. Actually, just kidding, running away into a world that is not my own sounds like a perfect solution. And when I am calmed down enough, I’ll go do college essays. I just decided that the best solution is to never read anything sad ever again. And never go on Facebook ever, ever again. And just stop thinking about life in general. Yup, that sounds like a good plan. Avoidance strategies, go! And also, I just love human Tetris. It never fails to make me laugh and not do college essays for approximately two hours. Thanks, Inx, thanks. I was totally okay with just being generally extra excited about Big Bang and random sketchiness (I realized that I could read Chinese subtitles! Oh my goodness, my Chinese is a lot better than I thought), but no, you had to show me random videos of human Tetris that I had never seen before.

I think Japanese game shows are absolutely fabulous. Seriously. Hurray treadmills and learning cookies! Haha, that sounds so random.

Also, I want this slide in my backyard. Seriously. That’s like the best slide I have ever seen.

Basically, I am extra excited over things that have nothing to do with my life. Basically zero pertinence. And I think I’ll keep it that way.

Does it count that I uploaded a picture if I embedded a video? I’m not sure… because the last video was about GD, and therefore, it totally makes sense that I don’t add on another picture. Also, do not question my taste in pictures. I just think it’s totally adorable. And this is due to a reaction to yet another video that I watched yesterday. It might be actually the cutest thing ever.  I really like uniforms. I don’t understand why the world can’t have uniforms. And well designed ones. Because it’s very, very classy.